i feel really defeated today.
i feel alone, i feel tired, i feel sad, i feel weak, i feel jealous, i feel angry, i feel selfish, i feel overwhelmed.
i feel like a horrible wife because i can’t hold it together and be strong when clint calls.
i feel like the times we talk should be happy and exciting, but sometimes they aren’t because my emotions get the best of me.
i feel like this deployment is never going to end.
i feel like kidnapping clint and escaping to a far away place where we can finally spend some time together.
i feel like things should be easier considering this is my 3rd time dealing with a deployment.
i feel almost embarrassed to admit that i’m struggling.
i feel incredibly proud to have a husband willing to make such great sacrifices for our country…but i wish the sacrifice didn’t have to be our relationship.
i feel like having my husband back.